Don't leave me alone

  Ah, Monday again, 8 hrs of non-stop lectures and practical totally made me insane, I almost forgot where did I parked my car and I thought it's stolen. I saw brother and her went out the lift together. It's hard to explain the feeling at the moment. Never mind, I don't have time to care. 

  I've hidden him and his friends in Facebook, I learn to not to interest anything they post. Actually, I don't even want to see their faces. I'm going to be sick, hate sore throat. Unfortunately, am going to present this Friday.

  Why there are so many couples beside me? Sometimes they make me feel like want to vomit, sometimes I very admire they've found each other. Oh god, it's still the same, I'm still all alone. Can I hire a boy friend? At least I wont be so lonely.

  Must try not to be used by people, must learn to get strong, must learn to be more independent, must being self-fish all the time.