Exhausted

  The first day of the second week of sem 2. I used a new road to school under a friend's directing. I like to try new things, because I will know more than I expected. Less car, not so-serious-traffic jam and save time.
  
  My teeth still paining. I couldn't eat properly as before. The pain was enough to kill my mood, I couldn't laugh and concentrate. I can wait, I will revenge........

  My lessons today started at 8am -4pm, no break within. I only ate 2 breads for my breakfast and lunch, break my record~ Miss him deadly today. I only met him for few seconds when I was heading to lab, but I happy with it. At least, I met him today. ^^ 
  
  Have no mood to study at all, due to the pain. There's nothing funny in facebook too, boring.


  Why I'm the one who always find him 1st? Does he feel the same way as i do? If he doesn't, can he tells me earlier before I fall into the hole which I might cant get up? what should I do to let the feeling fade away?

Normal, nothing special.

  My time table has changed. Same thing, I have to rush rush & rush. I was having a good time with him in 3 hours, chatting and doing my tutorial questions. I not supposed to be so lazy, chatting non-stop with him while doing tutorial., must control myself next time and always remind myself that results is the most important. I can't fail my physics again, shame. Now, I'm worrying about my other subjects too. Must concentrate!

  I never let the feeling control over me before, but this time I think it does. May be I really falling in love, I'm not so sure. Time passed so fast that we have to attend classes. 

  Unfortunately, my physics lecturer is worse than the previous one in sem 1.  Class ended at 5pm,urrgh, traffic jam! Gotta rush to night market helping my uncle. I asked my cousin-in-law, is it we have to consider those people we like must have the same standard as each other? He said no. Mmmm......I have no comment with this.

  I'm missing my sem 1 friends, some of them are same class with me, but some aren't. I can feel the distance between them now.

Tired

Mummy

I gonna be like this

  I slept only 4 hours last night, really tired today. I nearly crashed my car (my dad's one) this morning when I was making a U-turn. Luckily, there wasn't a scratch on my car's surface! Amazing! Unbelievable!

  My math lecturer and tutor is the same person, bio practical teacher is the same as last semester. After bio practical, heading for break with him. Well, I think that nothing special to sit with him, it wasn't a big news, but my friends were keep making fun of both of us. I wasn't angry about that, just thought it's a bit funny.

  I've done a stupid thing today. I thought I gonna have class in A class, i waited so long but still there was no one. It's almost 3pm, but still no one outside the class waiting for class starts. Getting nervous, because I thought the lecturer had changed venue that i didn't know. I checked my time table again, the venue is at B class. I quickly rushed to that particular class. I couldn't stop laughing with LN. Fortunately, there's no one else who knows me.

  Backed from school, I checked my time table, there were some changes, but made me unhappy with it! Supposedly, I don't have to go to school on Tuesday. Now, I have forced to because just for the 2 hours practical! I did told the officer to change the venue but they didn't! I got to study until 5pm on Friday! Arrhhgg!!! Gonna rush to work on Friday! The officers in my university really brainless! I've nothing to done with it. I hope I can ask the officer to change the venue for me successfully so I don't have to rush within 2 blocks!

  My phy lecture is on Friday, hope my lecturer won't be Mr.XXXXX. If not I got to be hardworking to attend phy lecture twice in a week!

  I will become a ZOMBIE OR MUMMY in this semester. Why? Zombie got ugly face; mummy dry skin!
  

  

I live in a realistic world which I almost forgot.

  A new semester started today, a whole new me. I didn't slept well last night, I was nervous about today. What gonna happen? What kind of people will I meet? Who will be my lecturers? How about my results and time table? All these stuffs just couldn't get out of my mind. As consequence, I only slept for 5 hours, **** , i got to drive.

  My first class, biology, nice teacher came in, but she told us a bad news, she wasn't our lecturer, just replace, our real lecturer will be with us next few weeks. SAD, I hope I will not meet the same lecturer as last semester. That lecturer, sucks!

  I realized that wble can enroll and download notes. Sad, no one tells me about that. People always forget about me......

  I went to PE block with him and other friends. Well, I gotta settle down all the problems I was facing in one day. After getting our slips, we went to meet the head of department. I took a look at his slip, it wasn't good as i thought. It's so luckily that I didn't need to drop any subject in this semester. I must be very hard- working to reach above 3.0000points. IT'S A MUST!

  When he's writing the form, i stared at him and asked myself. Am I really that into him?  Is he really my cup of tea? Or it's just a false feeling? I don't know.

  One thing for sure, I won't let this kind of thing to control me, it isn't worth at all. Love is just like a part time job; money likes full time job. You can't abandon full time job and earn that a little money by working part time. Money is everything.

  I did learn a lesson today. In university, result is everything. You got good result, people like you. In contrast, the in-charge-man just wanna kick you out of the school.

  So, it's better we got good result. If not, we'll look down by others.

Am I look that younger?

  Woke up in the early morning and turned on my computer, as usual. I've planned my schedule for today, watch Well, they weren't coming who I've invited. Never mind, I still got my best friend here. Helping her baking cake and chatting about him. Really wanna thanks her for accompanying me the whole day. I think everyone got his or her talent, but I don't know about mine. movie, eat and go hot spring.

  There were so many people in hot spring area. Damn, mood spoiled. So, we decided to go for movie. When buying the movie tickets, the cashier asked me if I am 18 years old. I answered "I am". But still, she asked for my IC. What?! Then she said to me that she's same age with me. (=_=''') And again she asked for my friend's IC. Another male cashier told me that I look younger than my real age, he thought I'm 14 or 15 years old. I really speechless at the moment.

  Resident Evil movie wasn't that scary as I thought, it's just bloody. No doubt, the main actress was so beautiful and cool. 

  I really miss hot spring!!!

What a boring day....

  I found out that online is a such boring thing to do. I woke up in the morning and switched on my computer. Suddenly, i asked myself, what is the purpose of doing this, switch on & then off. 

  Now, life can't live without Internet, if not, I can't catch up the steps I haven't reached. But with Internet, I'm just wasting my time. Besides reading, what else I can do? Can't go out, because of lack of money. Can't stay home, because I always staying at home.

  Got a bad news after coming back from work. My final results weren't good at all. I got 1A, 1B, 2B- and F. I got 2.4089 for CGPA, NOT GOOD ENOUGH! I'm worry about my status, though it written there "candidacy to continue",but didn't mention about resit nor repeat. I don't want resit nor repeat! Also, I'm worry about my 2nd sem time table. It's still remained the same as last time I logged in. I'm wondering what those officers were doing during our sem break?
  Two more days will be my second semester starts. Will meet new friends and join new gang (i think). Gonna miss those friends I have met in the first semester. KEEP IN TOUCH, that's all I want to say. I don't think that I've done well in the 1st semester, but I promise I must done well in 2nd sem.AT LEAST, I WANT GET ABOVE 3.OOO FOR MY CGPA! Gonna less online, less chatting, more reading, and go library more often. 
  You will think that 'What a dull life!'. 
  Ya, a dull life I got.