I don't want care anymore!

  Sunday, I woke up in the morning and started workong like an aunty, washing clothes,fetching kids,sweeping and mopping floor and other stuffs. I can smell the odor from my body now.

  

  I pretended to be very busy these few days (by the way, i indeed busy), just to prevent myself to think about you and sms you. Well, I didn't receive any message from you these few days. May be you aren't like me at all. Why I am the one who always find you 1st? Plus, waiting for your class end? How stupid I am!

  

  From now on, I don't want to care anymore! I won't start sms you, unless you find me. I won't let myself thinking about you, I won't waiting for you. I'll let myself busy and busy!

  I know my world is going to b lonely again, but your presence didn't make it any better.